I went to bed last night around 11:00, but my brain felt like it was over-caffeinated and just kept going through wedding plans and funeral arrangements, although I don’t believe any such arrangements are in demand. The last time I looked at my clock before falling asleep was around 2:00am, and that’s not counting the times I woke up between then and my alarm at 6:30. Maybe it was that tea that Bonnie and Anita gave us at Asher’s house last night.
I’ve found myself feeling so odd lately. Not quite discontent. Maybe restless. When was the last time I had some meaningful one-on-one time…with anybody outside my family? I’m not ready for school, but I’m craving being in such close proximity to a lot of my friends…although, by default I will be farther away from others.
Genesis 4:14 Today you are driving me from the land, and I will be hidden from your presence; I will be a restless wanderer on the earth, and whoever finds me will kill me.”