These few days of break have been a rollercoaster. Feeling excited. Feeling relieved, depressed, frustrated. With all this stress, every difficult thing that I’ve dealt with (but maybe not really dealt with) over the semester is crowding my mind. And it really has been a lot. I love my family.
When you try your best, but you don’t succeedWhen you get what you want, but not what you needWhen you feel so tired, but you can’t sleepStuck in reverseWhen the tears come streaming down your faceWhen you lose something you can’t replaceWhen you love someone, but it goes to wasteCould it be worse?Lights will guide you homeAnd ignite your bonesAnd I will try to fix you
Fix You -Coldplay
Have mercy on me, O God, have mercy on me,
for in you my soul takes refuge.
I will take refuge in the shadow of your wings
until the disaster has passed.